Not like that. Metaphorical balls. Balls to juggle. Things at work are picking up quickly. I started juggling 5 and now in these past few days I've been tossed 6, then, 7, then 8. I feel like today alone I got 3 more. I can't/don't want to drop any! I feel like I'm under a lot of pressure to do a good job. I know most of it is pressure I'm putting on myself, but some of it is the feeling I get from this school district. Things are different here. They have a reputation. There are expectations; spoke and unspoken. I gotta be on top of my game.
So I'm just feeling overwhelmed. I don't want to feel like I'm chasing my tail all year long. I talked to Kaleigh she said cut myself some slack. It's only the 4th week of school. I also talked to my friend Lexi at work. She is feeling the same way and she's been there for 4 years. Good to know I'm not the only one.
I started my training for my 5k Monday. It was hard. Running again tonight with Brian. Not looking forward to it. Well looking spending time with Brian, but not running. Not feeling terribly energized. But gotta stay motivated! I lost 3 pounds since last week meeting my 10 pound goal and then some. Got the Zumba game for the Kinect for my prize. It's fun! I'm going to set up a regular schedule to do it during the week.
Well Brian just got home. I better go change. Then dinner and more school work! Joy...
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