“Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discouraged people who kept on working.”

They forgot mad as hell. The past 2 days have probably been pretty high on my top 10 list of worst ever. I've lost my job for what I (and most of my friends and family feel) are unfair reasons. I don't know what I am going to do. I have to finish out the school year and I really don't want to. I don't know if I'm going to be able to find another job. I don't know if I want to teach anymore. I feel relieved I am getting out of that horrible situation but scared and worried for the future.  I feel like a failure. I feel bullied. I feel frustrated. Thank God there are only 5 days of school left. I don't know what I would do if I had to stay any longer. I just want to finish my obligations and pack and get the hell out of there. I feel embarrassed and ashamed.

I know I need to think positive and take the next steps but it's really hard today. Thank God my mom is here now.