Double Blog

Yesterday was Valentine's Day and I was sorta busy so I didn't get around to blogging. So today I'm doing a double blog to make up for it. Yesterday was supposed to be food day and today is relationships so I'm going to combine both to talk about how wonderful my Valentine's Day was! Brian did an absolutely amazing job! When I got home from work I walked into the door to a beautiful vase full of purple flowers, a totally kick ass present, and a surprise dessert waiting in the fridge. We exchanged gifts; I got him a new pair of basketball shorts, a key chain, and some candy. He got me a totally awesome TGS hoodie (I'm a big 30 Rock fan) with a Liz Lemon quote on the back and some wine gums. We hung out at the house for a bit then headed to KC for the Fork and Screen showing of No Strings attached. It was awesome! The movie was great, Brian was great. When we got home I was sooo tired but it was time for my surprise dessert! Brian had taken the time to make these really cute mini heart shaped cheesecakes that he dyed pink. We only had a few bites because we were so stuffed and sleepy. All in all it was a fantastic Valentine's Day.
Today was a pretty good day. For the most part my kids behaved all right and it was a fairly stress free Tuesday. I did have a moment where I got a little down thinking about being on Lexapro. I have been feeling so great lately, and I'm really starting to feel like I did before this whole anxiety thing started. I was really enjoying it. But every now and then I remember the medication and it makes me feel like it's all fake. Like I'm not really this happy, it's the medication. I know that's not true. I know the medicine is just helping, not doing all the work. I went to cycling after work-which was kind of a hard work out. I don't know if it was that I hadn't been keeping up with my exercise the last few days or that I was tired, but it kicked my ass! Then Brian and I came home and fixed dinner and had some quality time. Now I'm watching Glee and contemplating cleaning up the dinner mess, taking a shower, and going to bed.
I"m still hoping this blog will eventually turn into something more than me narrating what is currently going on in my life. I hope to write about more interesting things and be more entertaining with my writing. I look to the things I'm reading on other blogs as inspiration for what to write about. For now this blog is just for me and I'm not too worried about what others will find interesting. I will get to that point eventually. Right now just taking it one day at a time, one thing at a time.