Whoops!

So I got my days mixed up when I double blogged yesterday. I was supposed to be blogging about fashion yesterday. I don't know how well I like this topical routine thingy. I might just rather blog about whatever I want to blog about at the time. A la personal journal/blog. But for now I'll stick to fashion, because that is what I would like to write about tonight in sort of a round-a-bout way.
I am so looking forward to spring. Spring means so many things for me that I am excited about. First of all no more coldness which is awesome. I hate winter and I am ready for warm sunny days, more sunlight, thunderstorms, and way less snow. Spring also means that much closer to this school year being over-which is good and bad. Good because this has been a ROUGH year and I am DONE, but bad because I may have to face the same challenges I faced last spring with budget cuts and possible non-renewal. But at least either way I would know. And knowing is always good. It could mean changes for the better. Warmer weather would also mean I could bust out my sun dresses and flip flops. No more movement restricting coats. Frolicking outside in my cute spring gear. Shopping for NEW cute spring gear. Maybe losing a few more lbs between now and then and getting some smaller sizes!
I'm continuing everyday to look for the possibilities and for me right now spring symbolizes possibilities. Possibilities for professional changes that could make me happier in my personal life. Because right now personal life is fan-freakin-tastic, except when professional life stresses me out to the point I'm having anxiety and not enjoying personal life. But isn't that the way it always goes. One area of you life is great while the other falls to shit. And really which is more important, a happy personal life or a happy professional life. I think I'd rather have a great family, boyfriend, and be generally content and have a crappy work life than the other way around. And honestly work could be a lot worse than what it is. I'm also looking forward to the possibilities of getting back to where I was in December. Being able to enjoy my life and handle challenges without the help of medication. I'm hoping this is just a little hiccup and once I get over this hump I will have moved on a better person from the lessons learned and everything will go back to normal. Nothing to do now, but wait for spring.